When your world starts breaking apart,
you start feeling defenseless.
so weak,
so unloved,
by anyone,
... wanting to give up,
because your different.
You look around you,
and you see what you don't have,
and you just wish you had,
you wish to be normal,
you wish to have a normal family,
you wish to have a normal life.
everyone hurts you for being different,
and tell you lies,
when you know,
it's not true,
because they don't know
what's behind that mask.
you try your hardest,
to fit in,
but no one accepts you.
you dress up pretty,
but no one likes you.
calling you names,
starting from the letter A to Z.
You get thoughts,
negative thoughts,
about your life,
about everyone,
and everything.
you say, "if i wasn't here, the whole world would be so much better"
but really,
you know it's not going to change anything.
but you know that if you stay,
it would make things harder for you.
You say, "what more can i do?"
when you know you tried your hardest.
And you know that they will never understand,
And there is no one else,
to talk to,
But you start to look into your self,
and you hear a voice inside,
helping you to be stronger,
helping you to have alot more reasons to stay here,
you stand up on your feet,
and take off the mask.
and then you relies that being different.
is being who you are.
not what others want you to be.
your world starts to get back together
your true colors start to change,
and the black and white,
disappears.
You turn stronger.
you start standing up for your self,
you start learning whats right,
and whats wrong.
and when you didn't expect it,
friends came along.
I wrote this ♥
-Fadi Polus
LifeAsItIs