Mascara.
Chapter 23.
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"It's not like i'm gonna die from it.." I grumbled.
"Well my sister didn't think she would either Emma. Do you see where that got her?"
He had a point. But I wasn't planning on taking it that far.
"You need help, Emma." Josh started again. "And the people here can give that to you."
"Speaking of which, how'd you get here?" I asked curiously.
"I flew." he replied casually.
He flew all the way here for me? I thought to myself.
"And Emma," he continued. "You know the doctors had to surgically remove those pills from your stomach,right?"
I gave him a surprised look.
"W-what?" I stammered.
"Yeah." He said in a concerned voice. "They said they had to remove them before they started doing serious damage to your system."
"Oh.." I said astonished.
I then lifted up my hospital gown to see my stomach. He was right, I had four stitches on my right side.
"Well a guess I can kiss track goodby." I said depressingly.
"No," Josh said reassuringly. "The doctor said that you'll be fully eligable to do sports again when he takes the stitches out." He said knowingly.
"Oh, okay." I muttered.
We sat there awkwardly for nearly five minutes. We knew we needed to work things out, we just didn't quite know how. Then Josh spoke up.
"Do you ever think you'll forgive me, Emma?" He asked nervously.
"I don't know Josh.." I said hesitantly. "A broken heart and four stitches?" I said in a hurt voice. "I will always have those scars.."
"I know Emma.." He said in an understanding voice. "But i'm going to do whatever it takes to get you to love me again.." He said in a determined voice.
"Josh, I do love you.." I said quietly. "That's not the problem. The problem is, you lost my trust.." I said quietly.
"Well," he started. "Then i'm going to do anything I can to get you to trust me again.." he said bravely, giving me a small smile.
I didn't smile back.
"Are we still spending Christmas together?" asked Josh. "Remember? You promised."
I sighed a little. "Yeah. I remember. But don't you think it's gonna be a little..uhh...awkward?" I said reluctuntly.
"noo.." Josh said a confused voice. "We're still friends, right?"
"Sure, I guess." I said a little unsurely.
After I said that, Josh looked hurt. I may have been a little harsh. We were still friends, but I think I might've given him the wrong message. Every word I said was killing him a little more, kind of like his words almost killed me. I cried when we got done talking, but Josh didn't stop me this time. He just let me be. He knew it wasn't a good idea to argue with my tears, because he knew they had every reason to be there. Then, Josh told me he had to get going, because his flight would be leaving soon. I gave him a small hug, I missed his hugs. As he made his way to the door, he turned around one last time.
"Emma.." He stuttered nervously. "Do you ever think we'll be together again?"
I sighed a little. "Maybe.." I said hesitently. "But Josh," I started again.
"Things will never be like they were.."
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