Using Mr Parker
♥ Logan ♥
C h a p t e r 13
“Why won't you tell me what happened?” Justin huffed. “I swear I won't tell anyone.”
“I've told you a million time that nothing happened and I was just not feeling well. Girl problems,” I lied. Justin winced and I rolled my eyes. “I'm going to bed now because I'm exhausted.”
“Logan, it's only five.”
“Good night, Justin,” I said, giving Justin a small hug.
“Good night,” he replied. “Sweet dreams... of me.”
“Yes, 'cause that's what I dream of. You,” I said, sarcastically.
“At least you're not in denial anymore.” I scoffed in reply and closed my bedroom door putting on some comfortable clothes. I lay down in bed and realised it wasn't a good idea because the only thoughts that filled my mind were those of Mr Parker.
What would happen now?
I had ruined all my chances of becoming Mr Parkers girlfriend, for me this whole game was over. How could I have been so stupid, so reckless? And now I was drowning in my own self pity.
Pathetic really.
I ended up taking sleeping pills because my thoughts were torturing me. In the morning I woke up late and rushed to get ready, I put my school uniform on and quickly put my hair in a ponytail. I ran downstairs, nobody was in the house and ran to school. Grace had texted me last night telling me she wouldn't be coming to school today so I ran straight past her place. I was so rushed this morning that I didn't have any time to freak out about what would happen in English today or detention but now as I walked in the school I was freaking out, I felt sick.
I went straight to my first class which I had with Rachel, she ran up to me, “Mr Parker called me pretty today.”
“Oh- uh... that's great.”
“Yeah, next thing you know he's going to be telling me he loves me.”
“Y-yeah,” I muttered. “Have you told the other girls?”
“Hell yes, I have bragging rights as well. Courtney isn't the only who is allowed to brag.”
“I know, Rach, I wasn't saying anything bad about it.”
“Just stating something,” she said, her eyes shooting daggers at me. The beginning of that day went well, I was nervous all
day and then, English came. Mr Parker stood at the front of the classroom, acting normal, I on the other hand couldn't stop thinking that yesterday, in this very classroom Mr Parker and I had kissed.
Kissed, the word echoed in my mind.
For a moment, as I stared at my handsome teacher I wondered when he had called Rachel pretty. Was he trying to hit on her? Mr Parker was speaking to a student who was in their seat and then, he retreated back to his wonted position, sitting on his desk.
As Mr Parker opened his mouth to speak, Jasmine strutted in, a sly smirk on her face.
“Mr Parker, Ms Lake wanted me to give this to you.” Jasmine handed Mr Parker an envelope. He opened it and frowned, I wondered what was written in the letter. I had the sudden urge to get up and see what was written so I could make him happy, so he could smile. Of course I didn't, I would never.
Whatever confidence I had when Mr Parker and I kissed was long gone.
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Teaser: Grace shook her head, "You never know, you two might hit it off. Gabby is a cutie."
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