Its been half a school year now and im sitting here reflecting on all my old memories. Middle school was the best time of my life. I miss the my old school and I miss my old city. yes, the people at my new school are nice but i want to go back to where i grew up. I want to be able to go to school with my friends. I tell everyone that its ok. That moving sucks but its not that bad but thats a lie. Moving is the worst thing thats ever happened to me. I love my new friends but i miss my childhood. I miss my old friends. I miss going to school and seeing them everyday. I miss walking through the halls and knowing every face and being able to hug so many people. I miss my old teachers and i miss everything. I never thought that i would have to move. Its so much different then i expected it to be. I say that im ok but sometimes im not. sometimes i want to break down. Sometimes i just want to scream. Sometimes i want to just live at my friends house but i know i cant. everyday i walk through the halls of my new school and i dont even feel like i go there or belong there. I feel like im just visiting and that ill be back where i belong again soon but thats not reality. I wish it was. Everyone says it gets better but so far its only gotten worse. I miss where i used to live more and more each day. I really just want to go back home. :/
I know its long but thank you if you read all that -Taryn
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