A large part of me believes I know the reason why we are so far apart.
If we spend more than an mere day's time together we will rapidly,
fiercely, and passionately fall in love with one another. Yet, we are not
at that place in our lives to be ready for that kind of love. To feel it now
and be to forced to stay distant would kill you and I both. Therefore, I
believe God above is orchestrating our love to come sweetly, softly,
and gently from our distance so once we meet again, if only for a day,
there will be no awkward pauses, no uncomfortable silences, and no
regrets of things left unsaid. All I know is after so many years passed and only
seeing eachother on a few short occasions, I still see this working. I
still see this happening. I still see you and I leading a beautiful life.
The life we both have always wanted.