The moment when you wanna cry, shout, scream, break things, speak about your problem to your best friend or break down in front of her but you just can't
because it's the same old thing that's bothering you and you feel pathetic 'cause you are crying over the same thing since forever.
some times it is hard to move on. Nothing makes you feel better, one time you are crying then smiling then dying. It's hard, really hard.
AND IN THE END YOU JUST CAN'T TALK AND DROWN YOURSELF IN MUSIC, YOU JUST SIT QUIETLY, GET LOST, SMILE WHEN YOU CAN AND STOP YOURSELF FROM CRYING, 'CAUSE IT'S THE ONLY THING YOU CAN DO BECAUSE YOU UNDERSTAND SADNESS AND BEING LOST MAY NOT BE AN OPTION, MAYBE IT'S A NECESSITY BUT BREAKING DOWN IS AN OPTION, YOU CHOSE NOT TOO, 'CAUSE IT'S JUST A PAHTETIC FEELING, AN EMPTY FEELING, A SICK FEELING.
Pheon
Delicate*