have you ever wondered if everyone is going through the same thing as you? Or if they’ve already been through it or maybe they haven’t yet , but they will soon. Because the truth is, we’ve all been in that place. We may call it different names, we may think we’re the only ones but we’re not. But i just hope for the next person who’s going through it has someone there to help them along the way, because I don’t think I’d want someone else to go through the things like me and other people have been through. Sometimes some people deserve better, and the people who hurt them deserve what's coming...
i felt something catch in my throat, a sudden surge of sadness that caught me unaware. It almost managed to take my breath away. That was the thing; you never got used to it. You never got used to the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think it’s okay, and you think you’ve accepted it, someone points it out to you, and it hits you all over again, and it’s just as shocking as the first time...
The most painful thing to see is someone pretending that they’re okay, when you actually know that they aren’t. It like you can always see so much pain in them and when you just try to ignore them, you get to feel what they actually are experiencing in that moment. The moment you realize, you’re suffering more.
To lose someone you love is to alter your life forever. You don’t get over it because ‘it’ is the person you loved. The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes. How could it? The particularness of someone who mattered enough to grieve over is not made anodyne by death. This hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no-one else can fit it. W hy would I want them to?
don't you hate it when people make a joke about you, about something you're actually incredibly insecure about and they don't realize it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you'd rather forget. but you can't say anything, because then people would know your weaknesses. they'd know how insecure you really are. so instead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.
Oh, I have all my fingers, the knife goes chop chop chop. If I miss the spaces in between, my fingers will come off. And if I hit my fingers, the blood will soon come out. But all the same, I play this game, cause thats what its all about. Oh, CHOP CHOP CHOP CHOP CHOP CHOP CHOP Im picking up the speed And If I hit my fingers then my hand will start to bleed. Not mine, its the knife gameeee (I'm not good at this game, i have like 30 stab wounds in my hand.... lolwhoops)
Andreaxoxo posted a quote
September 21, 2013 2:45pm EDT
The ocean is a beautiful thing it can be calm and gentle soothing your worries erasing your fears. And then, when you're least expecting it, it can turn wild and raging, pulling you under, leaving you without air. The ocean is a beautiful thing. Kind of like you.