"and then i found out how hard it is to really change. even hell can get comfy once you've settled in. i just wanted the numb inside me to leave. no matter how f.ucked up you get the sun will return and you come back down. the funny thing is all i ever wanted, i already had... there's glimpses of heaven in every day, in the friends i have, in the music i make, the love that i feel. i just had to start again."
- oliver sykes