You're hurt right now. You've been trying to find a way to grab his attention but you just seem to not be able to anymore. You need to move on but you don't want to because he made you feel amazing. He made you feel that you were his world, that you were the most important person that ever walked in his life. You don't want to give up because you've been through too much and you aren't ready to let go, but he did. He left, let go like you never meant a thing to him. He was so cold. He never loved you or cared about you. Why are you trying to stay when he's already gone?