I hate exercising but it's one of the things I have to do because I hate being fat and I don't want to be anymore but it's like uh exercising. And all the candy I got yesterday doesn not help. But I have to do it.. If this pays off I should be at my goal weight by hopefully September and maybe in July I'll be able to wear a bikini for the first time in my life ever. I want this for myself, I deserve it.