Today has been the worst day
in a along while
my new best friend is to caught up in herself
and when she saw me ...... myself
she said "whats wrong?"
and i go "nothing"
and she just walks away just like ok i beleive you
and she said she would never leave me like that alone ever
talk about such a lie
but no of course im f. ucking freaking out because
a s. h it load of stuff happend today
but i was having a good day and then someone i thought that hated me
comes up to me and hugs me and throws my whole day off
i started crying
i was so startled and confused the rest of the day after that
and then my one guy friend just was like
"ur not ok"
but just decided to ignore it and not bother or try to figure out wats wrong
so i just finish school go to starbucks
grab some white hot choclate
and walk home because
someone on my bus doesnt like me and im just trying to make it easier for her
and for me so that i dont have to hurt her any more than i have already
but im alone
having a s. hitty day
sitting in my house
eatting halloweeen candy
while listening to mayday parade
on youtube
and making quotes for people that dont even care about me on witty
like none of you guys even noticed i was gone for like 4 months
.....
im just a wortlhless little nobody
thats all i am
thats all ill ever be
even to the people that promised me they would stay with me and told me i wasnt worthless
...
im just a mistake
fu. ck it
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