and then i found out
how hard it is to really change.
even hell can get comfy
once you've settled in.
i just wanted the numb inside me to leave.
no matter how f.u.cked you get
the sun will return
and you come back down
the funny thing is, all i've ever wanted
i already had.
there's glimpses of heaven in every day.
in the friends i have.
the music i make.
the love that i feel.
i just had to start again.
— Oli sykes;
hospital for souls
Lethal*