I realized that im done. With not just you, but us. Im sick of trying for something that will never work. Im sick of constantly feeling like im not good enough. I hate the feeling of self-consiousness that you always gave me. When i was with you i stopped being who i was and started being who you wanted me to be. I can make my own decisions, i can do what i want, and i will also do what is right. As of right now leaving you is the right thing to do. You changed so much to the point where i have nothing to even miss anymore. When we were together and we could talk and you were sweet and funny things were great but now if we talk everything i do is "unnecessary" or wrong or rude. Im sorry im not your little piece of perfection anymore. Im sorry i was brave enough to show you my flaws. I only showed you because i thought you could handle it. When i started being who i really was, not who you wanted me to be, you were gone. We slowly stopped talking as much. You slowly stopped caring. But honestly thats okay. You made me realize all the reasons i dont want to be with you. I also realized there are many guys out there that can love me just as much as you did, probably even more. Looking back i saw this coming, i saw it so long ago. I hoped it wasen`t true but i fell for it. I keeped us going as long as i could. I still tryed for us long after you gave up. Bt then i realized you need to people for a relationship and for the past 5 months its just been me trying. I know at one point things were changed and swapped but thats because i was scared and got nervous around you. I finally got truly comfortable around you and now you`re gone. It`s hard to look back and say after everying weve been through your truly gone. Honestly its getting easier. Every time your rude or insult me or tell me that im wrong your just helping me. Your making this easy for me. Everytime we talk you make me miss you less and less. Ive now realized i don`t miss you, at all. Infact im better without you.
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