Truth is, I will never forget the day I meet you, your eyes pulled me in like a magnet, I knew then that we would have something
special something that I've never experienced before, and I was right you were my first love, you taught me so much about myself
and life, I'm greatful for that, you were so sweet asking me if you could have a hug or when we had our first and last kiss together
outside of the school that friday night the world was so quite and you turned me and kissed me, I've been kissed before you but it never
meant anything to me like yours did, you were my date to my first prom, you were the person who changed my views and opinions, I thought
you would be my first and last but we broke up, I remember every word you said, I cried and cried for weeks over you, we only dated one month,
one week and two days but in that time I never experienced anything like I did with you, we then went two month without talking then one day you texted
me out of the blue you told me that you missed me and you felt stupid for breaking up with me, we talked and flirted, it seemed like you were the old guy again
the one that I loved, we talked every weekend for about three weekend in a row, I promised that if we didn't meet anyone new that we would date again after
I graduate this year, then I wanted two months to hear from you again, you found out I changed and you said that you did two, you turned into the person
I always wanted and dreamed you could be, you stop caring so much about losing your virignity and I started to relaxed but that night you told me you were
broken hearted that you hated loved, I found out from our friends that you were friendzoned by a girl you liked, can you really compare them though?
I had the thing I always wanted you then I lost them, they are not the same. Anyway I haven't heard from you since August and I don't know if I ever will...
although we're friend on facebook you never talk to me, we avoid each other, how did it get to be like this? I want to make you jealous, I want you to
feel like you missed out on the best thing you ever had, one day I think you will but I believe when you did it will be to late, I guess the reason I'm saying all
this is to let you know I will never forget you, I can't and don't wanted to erase the time that we had together, no matter how short, passnoiate and emontial
it was, you now live 4 hours away, one message is all it will take, I need you to give me a sign of something I should do, please just let me know, I miss you, I wish we could talk like we used to, you became my best friend the person I told everything to, I wish I would have seen the signs, known from the beginning it wouldn't have worked, but if the old you is still there and still wants to be with me even a little, I want the old you too, let's start over but I need you to text me ok?
nicole🌹*
Rachael*