I f*cked up today...
I got upset and said some things I probably shouldn't have said.
I regret everything I said, even if I never learned the truth. I never meant a word that came out of my mouth. I just hate being left out of things. I'm a sensitave guy, you know. You guys are my best friends and I would never do anything to lose you. Every weekend I look forward to hopefully making plans with you, and when we don't I feel lonely even though we're all still texting. I don't think I could live without you guys. I'm honored to be a part of the crew, I love you guys.
Please forgive me?