Sometimes I hold things in for too long.
So I take a walk
down that deserted dirt road.
Sometimes I don't make it the full way
Before I finally break down.
I kneel in the dirt.
my body shaking for the tears to come.
Sometimes I blame myself for my sadness.
but it wasn't my fault.
I know it deep down.
so I complete the walk.
Then start fresh
Sometimes I fake the smile and start again.