I love you . . . you don't love me . . .
That’s the truth . . .
And it decays my soul
Although you cant see
You penetrate my youth

My heart is flaccid
I poured it out for you
Did you even get a glimpse of it?
Even though its mostly gone and there is no use
I'm going to pour whats left, just to try and rid my invisibility

My vacillating body carries on each day
Are those butterflies in my stomach, or just imps?
I dont care . . . I still have some faith . . .

I feel as if I'm sitting in a corner
Waiting for the answer
And at the same time I know it wont come . . .
Theres someone else
And I despise her
You're my world
And your in her hands
Under one circumstance . . . love . . . no demands . . .

Your smile lingers within the walls of my shattered mind . . .
I'll always remember it . . . you . . . until the end of time . . .