It's funny how I think you still care.
I was always the last one on your mind so why do I keep acting as
if I was the first?
I've left you time after time.
Dissapearing month after month.
Why do I feel like you needed me when I was
gone?
I always apologise saying "I'm sorry I was gone when you
needed me."
But was that really the case? You would've been fine with or
without me.
So why do I think that, to make me feel better?
Is it just the pain I have for being a coward? To make myself
feel better?
I don't blame you for trying to message me to come back or
that you missed me
because there's no point.
I left because I was scared.
Even though you'd never hurt me.
I'd left because you would do fine without me, and seeing
this now, you are.
So what's the point of staying if you're
okay?
I'd only weigh you down.
Because that's all I have ever done to you.
