dreamer4eva333 · 9 years ago
That's alright, pal! I hope it wasn't too awful. And that sounds like a good plan! I hope you really enjoy them. :)

That's really cool. It's so fun to find something new and get really into it. I'm so glad that you have that with anime! Well, besides K, of course...

Oh my God! Seriously?! After everything you've done for that shack?! I am so, so sorry, pal. You'll definitely be in my prayers, and if you need help figuring stuff out, I'm here.

We should write 1D and let them know. I think they really could use a fan on their team, someone who knows what the fans and the boys would both like. Things like video diaries, twitter questions, the boys singing songs they never performed live...that would be so cool. Thank you, pal. :) Lately, I've been getting so paranoid about it. I just keep thinking, "How on Earth am I going to make this happen?" I just get so worried over it. I will work harder than anything for a job like that...I just have no idea how to get there. And yeah, it is a lot of fun. I'd hate for them to be sulking the whole time about it, haha! It's going to be crazy as it'll probably be only a few weeks after our trip to Florida! Can Summer come fast enough? Yes, she will! It's exciting! She doesn't know where she wants to go yet, but she definitely has some ideas! And I hope the nostalgia is a good thing...? It can be bittersweet, huh? Aw, isn't he great? Thank you for that picture, pal. :) Here's some more nostalgia for you ;) https://pbs.twimg.com/tweet_video_thumb/Bz3c8QBCcAA_F86.png

Wow. I feel like we're in a movie- girl meets boy, boy likes girl and girl likes boy, girl tells friend, friend helps, store is closing, WHAT TO DO?!?! I get where you're standing right now. You're at the "we both like each other but I don't know what to do about it" stage. I know how tough that stage can be. Right now you're big hurdles are "we're both shy" and "the store is closing soon". For the first, there's nothing wrong with being shy, but when 2 people who are shy like each other...it can be very hard to get the ball rolling without some intervention from others. My advice would be to tell him in some way, pal. You can't control when or if he'll tell you he likes you, but you can control when you say it. Maybe your store closing is a blessing in disguise. The universe is trying to convince you 2 to spit it out already! I know how scary it can be to try to get some alone time or tell him how you feel, but it'll be so, so worth it. For one thing, you know this boy likes you. The fear of rejection is off the table here, which you're so lucky about. If you really want my advice, it's to take a chance. Tell him. I know the regret that comes with playing it safe when you know there could be something great there. Don't make that mistake.

I hope it stays that way, too! How long has it been so far? A year, a year and a half? Mmm..that sounds so good! When I visit someday, you'll have to take me there! Are the shakes thick or thin? I'd be honored to meet your sister! You've met my one, haha. :) O: Ahhhhhhh...let's make this question harder, shall we? I think I'm gonna pass on this one...

Haha, I think we're co-masters at them. ;)
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beary0630 · 9 years ago
Yeah it was fine! Now considering the circumstances, I need all the time there I can get! And I know I'll definitely enjoy it!

Haha yes, K was the exception. Maybe I'll try it again one day in English. It might make more sense that way! Who knows!

Thanks. I talked to my boss today and he said that he thinks we'll hopefully have until March. And then he also said he might try to transfer me to one of the stores that isn't closing. And it's closer to my house too. But thanks for your prayers!

Oh I totally agree. I think having a fan involved with some of those things would benefit everyone. The boys would be doing more stuff that we like and that they like. And overall it would be better for their business. Sometimes I think management tends to forget sometimes that the fans and the boys aren't so young anymore. I can understand why you'd be worried about that. It's a huge dream plus it's not the most conventional job to have. It's not like there's a set college class for how to be an on the road tech with a band like One Direction. But I know you. You and you're whole family are very ambitious so I'm sure it's going to happen when it's meant to! And that's good! I always admire all of the cool trips you guys go on! And I couldn't agree more. Summer needs to get here ASAP. You've got two big trips to look forward too! And that's cool. I hope she makes the right choice as to where to go! That can be a really big decision. Yeah it is very bittersweet. But I'd say more sweet than bitter. And thanks for that! That Pepsi commercial seems soooo long ago! I remember the day they filmed it! Here's a little nostalgia for you: http://harryniips.tumblr.com/post/108941438261

Yeah it does kind of feel like that doesn't it? I can totally see what you mean. I definitely think this is a case of neither person knowing what to say. Plus since there's that whole we're coworkers thing it makes it a little harder. I guess I just don't know how to bring it up. And I know that the whole rejection thing should be an issue, I'm just worried he'd say no for some other reason and then it'd ruin our friendship. I cherish this friendship so much. I couldn't bare to lose it. But I know I have to try before it's too late. Anyway, I've got more story time for you. Today I got to work with him again. And it was so so great. I almost felt like we got closer somehow. Because of the store closing, there's not much work to do. My boss just kind of had Ben taking down some pegs. And then when I got there today, he totally stopped what he was doing and just kind of followed me around and chatted with me. We also won this contest a few weeks ago where our district manager was going to buy us all lunch. Ben's shift was over at 3 but he decided to stay until the food came. Then he was just going to take it and go. Well he ended up staying quite a bit longer. First off, I got my drink and the lid wasn't on tight. It spilled all over the floor and I was super embarrassed. So I mopped it all up and I asked him if I could have half of his drink and he let me. After that I went in the back with him and ate. Then after we ate he ended up staying and chatting with me back there for probably 25 minutes to a half hour. I think he would've stayed longer if our boss hadn't interrupted. Then he realized how late it had gotten and left because he said he had mistakenly left his friend hanging for two hours. So it just was such a great day for me. I always feel so complete when we are together. Sorry for rambling again! You're the only friend I have who knows about it!

Haha I think it should! And yeah I think that sounds about right. Maybe even a bit longer! And I'd definitely love to take you there! The food was so so good. And they hand make the shakes so you can ask for it to be made thicker or thinner. And I hope you do get to meet her someday! Ah I see, yeah we don't need to go over that! We already know! P: And I believe my sister was the last person who called me.

Ah enough said!
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