I honestly hate when people tell me I’ve changed like it’s a bad thing. I’m growing up. People are supposed to change. I’m not going to be the same person as I was when I was 10 or 14. Things change. It maybe too quick for your liking, but I wasn’t put on this earth to please people. You are extremely important to me & so is your opinion, but I am who I want to be. I’ve been trying to find myself for the pasts months & I’ve made so many good & bad decisions, but i fee like I’m finally finding myself & I’m sorry if it’s not good enough for you, but i am sick of being a follower. I need to be my own person who makes her own decisions because that’s what she wants. I do miss you & i will admit I think about our past friendship ever so often. Although, if you can’t stand by me while i try to find myself & while i grow up, then I don’t want to waste my time on you. I will give you another chance to sort out your true feelings about me, but I will not wait forever.

                               love, kp