First Heartbreak

You just lay on your cold bedroom floor
Mascara running down your flushed red cheeks
Gasping for air
Crying
Because the boy you loved with all your heart
Left you all alone
Without a care
Without a second thought
You feel emptiness
Sorrow

But you actually feel sorry for that boy
Because now
You don't light up when you hear his name
You don't constantly tell your friends how amazing he is
Or how amazing he was to you
Because now he's just a memory in the back of your mind
And you actually feel sorry for him
Because you've moved on
And he's just realizing what he lost