I want to crash a car. I want to
take too many pills with too much alcohol. I want to dig a little
too deeply with a knife and maybe hit a major vein. I want to jump
off of a very tall building. I want someone to yell at me and tell
me how useless I am just so I can agree. I want to finish off my
box of sleeping pills and see how long it lasts. I want to curl up
in a ball at the bottom of this hole I've dug. I want to hurt
phsically as much as I hurt in my head.
I want to crash a car. I want to take too many pills with too
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Apr 29, 2014 7:16pm
