Those night where you lay in your bed
as you think of all the wrong thats happened to you today. Where
your mind Just goes on and on and on til you begin to feel such a
increased amount of sorrow. Painful memorys become to come up. How
You loved that person and they walked away then you begin to think
was i not good enough. Then your mind races and you Pain beats like
a drum you become so mentaly tired but you cant seem to keep your
own eyes closed. Then you sit up fustrated and then you let out a
almost silient cry. A cry for help that no one can hear. You pull
your arms around you body and hold yourself tightly as your head
drops down leaving your legs Wet from the tear you spill from your
eyes that you kept in for much to long. Then you Get back into bed
and say to yourself " You need to go to bed." Then you
lay their sobbing uncontrollably Gasping for air to breathe
from cry so much that it sounds like you have the hickups. Then you
just cry and cry until you finally Fall asleep
Those night where you lay in your bed as you think of all the
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Oct 30, 2013 2:44am
