So I sit with all my 'friends' durring lunch, but they apperenlty have this 'group,' as they call it, which is really just a clique.  So on mondays, they always talk about all the fun things they did together over the weekend.  While I'm sitting there.  Then one of them will crack some inide joke, making them all laugh.  And then I'm just sitting there, all but forgotten.  I had moved from my old lunch table, and I sat with the nerds, because I am one at heart, but all of them are so much smarter than me, so everyday I would leave lunch feeling lilke a complete dumba$$.  Instead, I now feel like a loser.  Anyway, back to this 'group.'  One of my bestfriends since elementry school, Kylie, is in the group.  I asked her once if I could hang out with them.  She said no.  I guess you could say that I'm mad, jealous, but mostly I feel lost. 
Nobody hates me, but nobody likes me either. 
Can I really balme anyone for not inviting me to parties?
Who wants to invite that quiet girl?
Nodody likes her, what fun would she be.
At this point, I only have one friend, but I don't even have one class with him.
So that is how school turned into hell for me.
*sorry for the rant*