I'm sorry I haven't used witty in a while,
but my life's been looking up so I don't have a need to.
But I really need someone to vent to right now,
and witty's looking like the other person I can trust lately
to not hurt me.
But if you saw my last post you would know how great I've been.
And I probably had the best day of my life on saturday.
And you, if you still stalk my witty: please don't read this.
There's two of you who used to look at my witty,
And one of you I don't talk to anymore,
And it was kind of a mutual decision I guess.
But I could really go for one of your hugs right now.
And if and when you read this, tell me you read it.
Please.
But this isn't about you, it's about him.
And I'm not gonna get into detail about what happened,
But I've never been hurt like this before.
And it's not even a big thing to most people.
But I cared about you so much.
I would have taken a bullet for you,
And my friends tell me that all the time
But you're the only one I would actually die for.
And I don't know what I did to make this happen,
I really don't, but I wish I did.
You broke up with me before we were even dating,
And I actually felt my heart break.
I've been doing my homework, being nice to everyone,
I haven't even screwed up with anything for like 5 months.
So if there's something about me that you just don't like,
I'm so sorry. I really am. Because it's actually killing me.
I feel so drained, and dead inside.
I'll change for you, and I'm actually so sincerely sorry
That I'm not perfect enough for you...