Self Harm.
Hey guys! Maria here! I know lots of people that have self
harmed, and a few of the people who follow my ask have already
talked about self harming to me. However, many people think self
harm is for attention and many do not understand it completely,
so I have decided to write a little explaining what self harming
is.
Self harming is a way of expressing and dealing with deep
distress and emotional pain. To some people, hurting yourself
makes you feel better. In fact, in some cases, you may feel like
you have no choice. Self harming sometimes seems like the only
way you can cope with feelings like, sadness, emptiness, guilt,
and rage.
The problem is that the relief that comes out of Self Harming
doesn't last very long. Its like 'slapping on a Band-Aid
when what you really need are stitches.' It may temporarily
stop the bleeding, but it doesn’t fix the underlying
injury. And it also creates its own problems. Most self harmers
try to keep it a secret. Sometimes they feel, ashamed or maybe
think that no one will understand. However hiding it can also
cause a problem, the secrecy and guilt affects your relationships
with your friends and family members and the way you feel about
yourself. It can make you feel even more lonely, worthless, and
trapped.
If you self harm and wish to stop here are some
tips.
-To stop cutting you will really have the dedication towards it
and also believe in your self and that you can do it. Tell
yourself, "I need to stop self harming." Say it out
loud if you need to, say it as many times until you believe
it.
-Identify. When you have the urge to self harm, stop for a minute
and think, why do you want to self harm. Once you have identified
what it is making you feel like self harming, put down the object
(rasor, sissors, ect) and talk to someone who you know will care
about it, be it, Me, your mum, dad, sibling ect. Talk about whats
happening, how its making you feel, let it all out.
-Find a different way, do something that also brings out relief.
Go for a run or walk. Talk to a friend. Listen to music (make
sure its uplifting music, something that wont make you more
upset). Write in a dairy. Take a long bath or shower. Express
your feelings into something that you're good at such as :
Writing music, drawing what you feel, dancing your feelings, ect.
Do whatever you love to do, I am sure it will feel a whole lot
better than cutting.
-Sometimes you might still feel the urge to self harm. When you
feel like this, and doing something nice, or talking to someone
doesn't hurt. Try giving yourself harmless pain. Harmless
pain means you'll still get the same feeling as cutting or
self harming, however it wont leave marks or harm you. Ways to do
this includes: Eating a hot chilli, taking a cold shower, holding
some ice cubes tightly (dye them red with food colouring if the
sight of blood is important to you), or place elastic bands
around your wrists, and snap your arm or wherever you usually cut
at.