The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one when everyone
is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes
become blurry from the tears. The one where you just want to
scream. The one where
you have to hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet.
The one where you can't breathe anymore. The one when you
realize the person that meant the most to you, is gone.