Nicole🙊* posted a quote
February 18, 2016 5:07pm EST
I never felt so weak as I was lying on the ground hoping for one last breath. Everyone that looked up to me for their insperation was now looking down at me; some with worry other seemed to think I was acting. But with every shallow breath, the world seemed to be fading away.
nicole🌹* posted a quote
December 28, 2015 10:25pm EST
She said she was okay. And you believed her? Let me tell you what's wrong with her. She's tired. That's exactly what she is, tired. She's tired of getting hurt. She's tired of being let down. She's tired of the lies. She's tired of caring too little, and not caring at all. She's tired of holding it in. She's tired of feeling broken, damaged, worthless, never good enough, pain. She's tired of being judged for everything she does. She's tired of all her flaws and insecurities. She's tired of trying. She's tired of getting her hopes up. She's tired of being treated like sh//it. She's tired of being herself. She's tired, want to know how I know all this? Because she's me and I'm really tired.
I'm so tired... I'm tired of always losing. I'm tired of never being good enough. I'm tired of trying and never getting what I want. Im tired of fighting so hard for everyone and having no one who fights for me. Im tired of having my heart shatter into millions of pieces. im tired of the same nightmares day in and day out. im tired masking all the pain and caging all the anger. I'm just... so tired...
GabbyBaby posted a quote
November 27, 2015 4:18am EST
When you have to interrupt your family's thanksgiving so you can be taken to the ER. Then the hospital's pain meds don't work and the pain is making you exhausted but also preventing you from sleeping. And then you're crying from both pain and tiredness.
crimson24 posted a quote
November 15, 2015 9:26pm EST
Trapped, but too far gone Deaf, but still hear screaming Voiceless, but somehow saying that I'm fine Dying, but still walking around Confused, but still functioning Alone, but with my demons Going black...everything...spinning...