I Gave Up
I was two days in and gave up. I'm posting this because
after today there is no more 'do-overs' or
'start-tomorrows' none of them. Today is the first step
to tomorrow. While there is no excuse to give up while being so
determind, I don't think I had an actual plan. No this is
not a diet, but a lifestyle change. I thought I would get
immediate results. I knew I wouldn't and discouraged
myself. Nothing is going to happen if you just still around.
You have to earn everything, throught sweat and tears. Keep
pushing - the healthy way, but know your limits. This time
I'm not going to give up. I am looking towards the future
and have set goals for every two weeks - how many reps I want
to be able to accomplish, and little health goals. However,
I'm not stepping on the scale. I will not let an inanimate
object define who I am or who I will be. I am me and that's
all I can and ever will be.
Also, that voice in your head that says you can't
do it is a lying
sɭut.
