I have always desired to be a writer who can intrigue and
bewilder those who read my work albeit I doubt I ever will be, as
it is obvious that writing is not something that comes naturally
for me. You can see the flaws in my work, the parts I fret over;
rewritting them again and again. The detail is too meticulous and
it becomes boring and clearly overworked. My emotional connection
to words is only ever superficial and I am not capable of
exposing myself as many great authors and poets can. I worry that
everything I write is too simple and so I modify it until every
word is beyond my understanding. My ability to comprehend my
mistakes is lacking and all in all my writing is dull and
unsentimental.