It just hurts so much. How could you do that to me? How could my best friend and the love of my life, do this to me. It hurts so much. The tears won't stop. They just keep falling. 
I just don't get it. 
Why? 
Why?
Why? 
Would you do this to me? 
How? 
How the hell could you look at me after that. 
I can't take this. It just keeps replaying and replaying. And the pain is just stronger and stronger each time. 
No matter how good the day was. No matter how happy i am. The memoary just keeps coming back. 
Just kill me.