It just hurts so much. How could you do that to me? How could my best friend and the love of my life, do this to me. It hurts so much. The tears won't stop. They just keep falling. I just don't get it. Why? Why? Why? Would you do this to me? How? How the hell could you look at me after that. I can't take this. It just keeps replaying and replaying. And the pain is just stronger and stronger each time. No matter how good the day was. No matter how happy i am. The memoary just keeps coming back. Just kill me.
"Let me see your arms." "You don't want to see that." "Tell me what you are thinking" " You don't want to hear that" "Give me a hug" " You don't want to do that" "How do you feel?" "You don't want to ask that"
When the one you're in love with, is in love with someone else. </3 It is just so heartbreaking. It just hurts so bad. and you can't make the pain just go away. The pain stays around and stings for awhile.
I don't even think I can express this feeling. I love you so much. Where are you right now when I need you. You said you'd never leave. But you do leave, and you come back like it's okay. But you left when I needed you most.
I am 50% Obsessed with my looks! I own: [x] hair straightener [x] curling iron  mousse [X] hairspray [ ] gel  other sprays [x] bobby pins [X] hair clips [x] hair ties  round barrel brush [x] blow dryer [x] mirror  I have dyed my hair  I have/had highlights TOTAL: 8 Eyes: I own [x] black eyeliner [x] other color eyeliner [x] eye shadow  mascara  fake eyelashes  eyelash curler [ ] eye shimmer [ ] contacts [ ] stunna shades [x] eye makeup remover TOTAL: 4 Lips/Teeth: I own [x] clear lip gloss [x] red or pink lip gloss [x] lipstick [x] chap stick  lip plumper  electric toothbrush [ ] teeth whitener  more than 15 lip glosses [x] toothpaste TOTAL: 5 Complexion/Overall Face: I own  blush [x] moisturizer [x] face wash  bronzer [x] makeup remover [x] face wipes  powder  cover up [ ] blotting papers TOTAL: 4 Nails: [x]nail polish/varnish [x] filer [x] cuticle remover [x] nail hardener  nail brush  fake nails  nail scissors  special scissors to cut your nials TOTAL: 4 OVERALL TOTAL: 25 Now multiply your number by 2 Then repost as I am % obsessed with my looks
No matter what you say. It won't change anything. You love her more, I don't understand what is wrong with me. I'm not sure why I'm not good enough. I'm not sure how you can love her more. I just don't understand. We are together like everyday. You say I'm beautiful, and pretty, and cute, and I'm a nice hearted person, and I'm special, and you've done stuff we me that you haven't done with anyone else. But if you love her more, than that must mean that you don't mean any of those things. You don't love me. You use me. You don't mean anything you say about me.
I love you, and i want to marry you. now. right now at this very moment, even though we are in this argument, all i can think about is you, us, that is all we need is us, me and you, our cute little family will one day grow, and we will have a nice little home with nice little kids, and cute little dogs, and we will be happy, because we are together, and didn't let this argument get in our way of being happy <3
What happens now? I am all alone, this hurts so bad. I can't take this. I thought he was what I wanted, but one day when I was with him, I had that feeling of what's the reason to life, that's when i reliezed it wasn't him. Im lost now, i'm not sure where to go from here .
"God is always with you" So what he was sitting there watching me cut myself, not stoping me! He was there when me and my mom got in the acciedent, why the f.uck didn't he save her! He was there when all those people in the twin towers where traped, why didn't he help them! If god is so good? why does so much bad happen Not looking for an agrument just a statement, MY thoughts MY belifes i am NOT saying your belifes are wrong,