No matter how many boyfriends you have, and no matter how much you love them, it will just never be like how it was with your first love. At times your mind will just wonder to that time when you were first in love and no matter how hard you try...you will never forget him. Your first love is someone special that no one can try and replace and there will always be a space in your heart for them no matter how hard you try and hide it. You may want to forget all about him but sometimes you need to just embrace all the good times you had with him. Your friends will say its going to be okay but in fact its okay not to be okay. He was just a single chapter in an entire book. Once you're ready you will turn the page and begin a new chapter in your book of life. Just remember this...Pain is only temporary but Love is forever.