"All the people i know are fair-weather friends"
Oh really? Who was it that stayed up all night with you every single time you felt sad even though they were trying not to die themselves? Who was it that kept taking you to the doctors? Who was it that got you some help? Who was it that skipped lessons and failed exams just so you wouldn't feel alone when you didn't want to turn up to lessons? Who was it that held you when you cried? Who was it that told you not to take anymore pills? Who was it that told you not to cut yourself? Who was it that said yes to every single request? Who was it that gave up every single weekend just so you wouldn't have to be alone with your family even though they are really lovely? Who was it that gave up everything they loved just so you could get what you wanted? Who was it that kept every single secret? Who was it that forgot all about themselves and put you first, even before their family? I swear to God i have never been there for someone as much as i have been there for you, the amount of things i have done just to keep you happy so you can get every little thing you want. But none of that is important to you apparently, i'm just a fair-weather friend, right? Lovely. Do not ever expect me to be there again for you like i have been. I am sick to death of you. You're always whining for attention from everyone, people are starting to hate you because of what you have become, you're so demanding. Can't you even see what you're doing? If i have done all of these things for you and you still do not think i am there then go and find someone else to be there for you because i'm not doing it anymore. I mean come on, i've been so scared to say no to you and let you do so much stuff, i feel disgusting and filthy, i hate myself so much for all of the things you have done to me. Never have the audacity to say that i have not been there. You know what makes me and you different? None of my friends were ever there in the first place, but i never expected anyone to be there for me either, but you expect everyone to obey your every need, now look what has happened...no one wants to even be there like they did before. I know you're going through a really rough patch, but who isn't? It's about time you grew up and learnt how to deal with life in the same way that everyone else is. So if all of this makes me a fair-weather friend, then so be it.