Tired of feeling so torn </3 i love him... but i want to let go... I want to live how i want to live..
Party it up, live life how its supposed to be lived! but if i am with him... I can't. So you know what?
You lost me. I am no longer waiting for you to man up. i can see its not going to happen and i'm not going to change for you.

No one can change me. I am who i am and this is what someone's gonna get. Even if its a broken messed up me, which is what i have become, i hope someone realizes how loyal, faithful, and passionate i am, but sadly no one is :/

I'm open.. i'm here... don't forget about me.                                      please?