A Cutter's Story They found her in the shower with blood all around her And a note on the counter that said she was sorry but she could no longer take this life To much pain and anger inside her and the only relief she got was with the blade of a knife You can read her diary that tells of how the blade feels each time she cuts and how there’s no greater high Or you could read her body for it’s covered in scars and each one tells a story But her diary is a little easier to read it tells of a girl that of only sixteen that has gone through more than anyone should She’s been hurt by family, rejected by friends, judged by strangers and used by men She use to just cut the first layer of skin to let out the pain and would flirt with the idea of going deeper but I guess she got tired of flirting and decided to cut the vein It’s so sad to think the only way this girl felt no pain was when she was cutting herself with a blade But after the cut has mended there will be a scar on her wrist and it will tell the story of how this cutter’s life ended
Verse: Hey, you didn't show up today. Maybe it's better this way, cuz baby, its your life, you should live it. Ooh, if you only knew, every single thought I thought of you, I've done all I can do. I swear it's the truth. Chorus: So, you're leaving. You turn your back and walk away, won't listen to a word I say, I'm breaking for you. Im calling out to you, at the top of my lungs. I've waited for you. The waiting is done. Verse 2: What about first love? What about faithfulness? Cuz baby, you're just about to break it. You, should take a few steps back. What you need I already have. Dead and dying love, we could be more than that. Bridge one (spoken part): I know my tone is matter of fact and I'm guilty of being too direct, but please come back. Please come back. Bridge two: I died for you, so we could be one. But now we are two, separate sides, fighting for what? Who knows, do you? You're running away, but desert stretches for miles and miles that way. I'm breaking for you, I'm breaking for you
Me: I just realized something.... I dont remember the last time i had se/x for love and not just for fun.. Im horrible >.< Cory: spring break Me: what was spring break? Cory: the last time we did Me: but that wasn't for love..... Cory: I felt love Me: From me or from you? Cory: From me My Mind: But you told me you never wanted to date me, you just wanted to be friends with benefits. i have liked you for three years waited through three girlfriends for you.... given myself to you countless times, and sacrificed a lot to make you happy.... you said you didn't love me.. and now you suddenly do?? Me: Oh, i thought you said you didn't love me ? Cory: it was a type of love #foreveralone, #donebeinghurt, #lovesucks
Borednesss 1. Do you sleep in your bra? Yesh 2. Do you like noodles? YES!! 3. Do you enjoy drama? Nope, i make fun of it 4. Are you a girly girl? Heck no 5. Small or large purses? No preference 7. Are you short? unfortunately >.< 8. Do you like somebody? Yeah. 9. Do you care if your socks are dirty? sometimes 10. Do you like Halloween? YES! 11. Favorite time of year? summer 12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? on the floor in my (ex) boyfriends friends house with him next to me on the couch. 13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours? Nope.. 14. Is there any type of rumor going around about you? Yep. 15. Do you call anybody by their last name? Never. be honest; 1. What color is the bra that you're wearing? White 2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? Either 3. Longest relationship? 15 months 3 weeks 6 days 4. Do you have a best friend? Yep. 5. Have you ever had your heart broken? yep 6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery? yep 7. Do you like your life? Nope. 8. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on? got pushed by a friend 9. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys? Umm idk. More boys i guess. 10. How long have you had a facebook? like four years. 11. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? Yes. i was angry and he hit me first. 12. What are your biggest fear(s)? Being alone. 13. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? many, many many times 14. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind? yep. 15. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater"? Yes. 16. Have you ever had a good feeling about something? Yes. 17. Do you ever wish you were famous? Everyday 18. Are you currently missing someone? Yes. 19: What are you doing right now? singing :3 which type? Cowboy or Gangster? cowboy :3 Face or Body? Both. Sweet or Sexy? Both xD Contacts or Glasses? contacts. yourself; 01. Eyeliner or Mascara? Mascara dont know how to put on eyeliner (ie look like a raccoon) 02. Pink or black? black!!! 03. Pumps or flats? flats. 04. Skirts or pants? pants. i HATE skirts. 05. Socks or leggings? Socks :3 06. Hoodies or jackets? Either or 07. Heels or sneakers? sneakers :3 08. Straight or curly hair? Wavy, but i straighten it 09. White or black? black!!! 10. Smoothies or lattes? smoothies 11. Diet or regular sodas? regular! 12. Water or daiquiris? >:D 13. Pearls or diamonds? diamonds :) 14. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen? groooss 15. iPod or cell phone? iPod:) 16. Friends or family? friends!!! 17. Lip gloss or lip stick? lip gloss. 18. Manicure or pedicures? hate both of them >.< 19. Tank tops or beaters? Tank top. 20. Big sunglasses or small? Big :3 21. Sunglasses or purses? purses NEVER go without one in a guy; 1)Funny or Serious? Both :3 dirty perverted jokes are best :3 2)Romantic or Daredevil? both!!! 3)Dark Eyes or Light Eyes? Light :3 4)Long Hair or Short Hair? Shortish Longish (emo look) 5)Curly Hair or Straight Hair? Dont care 6)Hockey Player or Football Player? Either :3
Write me a letter!!!!!!!! :D Dear ______, I __ you. You have a nice ___. You make me ___. You should ___. Someday I will ___. You + me = ___. If I saw you now I’d ___. I want to ____ you. I would build a ___ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be ___. We could ___ under the stars. Love, ______ (P.S. ____.)
Me: So i burned that bridge when I yelled at you when you got together with Mariah My Mind: when you left me, your reason "I dont love you anymore", cut contact, broke my heart for the second time and found a new girl and i got angry because you acted like it was no big deal to start talking to me again like nothing had ever happened Him: No you didnt burn it, its just closed off Me: For now? or forever? Him: Probably forever
If anyone is any good at interpreting dreams, like i am, please help!!! I am usually very good at interpreting other people's dreams especially my friends but this one is really getting to me, bugging me that i cant figure it out :/ Help??
Status: fading... really fast. Getting closer and closer to ending it all and moving on to the next life. Fading faster and faster, falling apart. More depressed then ive ever been in my life..... Crying every night, collapsing at school and throwing up because of how depressed i am, never sleeping, I am just a shell of a person... Don't know how much closer I can get to the edge..
Your 7 names Your Real Name: Claire Your "Gangsta" Name: (first 3 letters of real name plus dizzle) cladizzle Your Detective Name: (favorite color & favorite animal) red tiger Your Soap Opera Name: (middle name & street you live on, or vice versa) Elizabeth Serenata Your Superhero Name: (2nd favorite color & favorite drink) Black Monster Your Goth Name: (black & the name of one of your pets) Black Ace