to people who feel suicidal, dont take your life <3, In January on a saturday night I attempted it, I swallowed over 80 pills of god knows what kind of pills I took whatever i found, I went to bed hoping to not wake up, I woke up 3 hours later I threw up a total of 13 times in a 8 hour time period I was happy too be alive but also disappointed but I soon realized that was so selfish of me to do, dont attempt suicide your worth something and your loved <3