I'm just so done
with trying to compete with you.
I
can't. He's always
going
to be yours, and it's because you're
better
than I
am. You're beautiful,
and smart,
and funny,
and he
was yours first.
He's always
been
yours. I was so stupid
to
think that I could ever compare to you.
I
know I can't. You have more
in common,
you
see him, you're there with him always.
I
physically can't be, and it sucks because I know
we both
have
such tremendous feelings for this boy. I hate knowing that
you're always going to be better,
and he deserves you.
I
just wish
I
wasn't too selfish
to let
go.
