I have never felt like this... The emptiness, knowing that he probably already moved on, found someone better, glad that we ended things. I miss him a lot. He says he still wants to be friends like before but it seems like we are far away from that. Whenever I see him, I start smiling and become happier but when he leaves all the memories come, making me wish things could be the way they used to be. I think maybe, just maybe he misses me too and wants the same things I do. But then I realize that's most likely not going to happen, so why keep my hopes up if they are gonna come crashing down.