I Hate... but I Love

I'm losing hope, i've given up,

i'm letting go, so i'll stand up,

coz i won't follow you anymore,

i'm not a stalker, i'm not a w.....

I won't be treated like some foolish plaything,
a simple toy without a mind, without feeling...
coz i'm a person, and i need respect...
don't treat me like the b....... you collect.

i'm stronger than the person you think i am,
i fell for a moment but i don't give a d...,
So i'll stand up and show my face,
I never lived a life to hide with disgrace.

So what if i've been foolish for the past few days?
My mind was clouded by your 'acts' and ways...
To think that you broke my heart in two,
did you really think i'd fall back to you?

We both had the chance, but you lost yours,
I lost mine and i won't beg in all fours,
coz i'm not a dog, i'm the girl you loved before,
i won't crawl on my knees and ask for more.

Coz after the things i've done for you,
you choked my heart and broke it to two.
i hate you for doing things your way,
i hate you because you refused to stay.

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But i love you for caring despite the mistakes i did,
and i love you despite destiny forbid...
Despite the things that i've said above...
I know I hate... but I can't help but love...