It's terrible. Having a "best friend" who is embarrassed by you. Who doesn't make the effort to start the conversation with you. Who cares more about people who she's never met more than you. I just want to tell her that I'm sick of it. Sick of her. But I know if I do, she'll make my life a living hell. She deletes all my instagram comments on her photos all the time. She spends more time making those who dont even care about her happy than those who do. I'm sick of it.