I'm sexually fustrated .Cold.Hard.Fact.
Okay, so i had this thing going with this one guy .I mean we had this flirtationship thing .Not that that's not common for me.I mean ill be honest i flirt with a lot of people ,but i dont know there's just something about him .I cant exactly explain it .I mean i didn't think i liked him until HER.She had to come in and be all like "your going to sit there now ,because you like him right ?" At that time i didn't know,but i didn't exactly want to get teased about it either so i denied it calmly though not like NO HAHAHAHA.Like no ,just stop .Im sitting here because i don't want to be by someone else who lets not mention called me an ugly stupid bit.h .I said he was a di.k and than the guy that i'm i don't even know any more i guess sexually frustrated with said your just finding this out now?Like i don't even know what to think anymore , but that girl from before just wasn't done .She had to have more .She again was like "(my name) likes matt , and i think you like her back ." Nobody said anything,or at least nobody said anything loud enough for me to hear . Than she looked straight at me and said " i love how you're not even denying it" Talk about awkward .Than brandon started flirting with me and me being me ofc i flirted back ,but as i flirted back it could've just been my imagination , but i think i saw him looking at me .I felt a pang of guilt at that moment .I couldn't wait to get the hel. out of there.I don't think he likes me though .I'm probably to chubby for his liking , and over a not his type ,but anyway since than we haven't talked like at all .I mean we talked, but not like we did before she said that .I'm probably over analyzing .I bet none of this comes up in his head at all
.ANY ADVICEEE?!
If you took the time to read this whole thing .