Dear Crush,
            It was the first day of high school. I just moved to this town and I didn't know anyone. I walked into my 2nd hour Science class and found my assigned seat. I sat there awkwardly because I'm so shy. Then, you walked in. You saw me and smiled. You're seat was directly infront of mine and you started talking to me. Not only talking but also making me talk back. You have no idea how much that helped me. I felt like I had a friend. A couple weeks later you brought me candy. You always joked around with me that you wanted me to bring you cereal because you never ate breakfast, so one day I did.
           We started talking less and less until finally it just stopped. We were nice to eachother but we didnt go out of our way for one another.
           And then, at the beginning of November, you started talking to my sister. You told me that you liked her, but that you knew you didn't have a chance because you were a freshman and she was a senior. We talked on the phone for hours on end almost every night, and the nights we didn't, we skyped. We made ridiculous faces at eachother, and you saw my worst side. You saw me when I was happy, mad, and upset. You were there for me during all of it. You tried to get me to go to school without makeup on, because you said I looked pretty like that.
          The day before christmas eve we were talking on the phone. I was with my best friend megan, visiting her family. We were staying at a hotel. That night you told me that you liked me. I didn't believe you because we always talked about my sister. I remember you giving the phone to your best friend. His exact words were, "Really, you don't see it? You guys talk or skype all the time, and when you're not, you're texting.He always talks about you and smiles when your talking. It's obvious he likes you, and if you don't see it you're blind."
          I went to your house and we went sledding with your two best friends that friday. We were sitting on the couch and you were singing to me that night. It wasn't until then when I realized just how much i liked you. We kept talking and I just kept liking you more. And then, last thursday, it stopped.
          You barely replied to my texts and when you did they were short, one word answers. I still don't know what I did. I'm so confused. I cry myself to sleep most nights because I just wish it was back to normal. I tell myself that its over and that I have no reason to be upset because we weren't actually dating, but I still can't bring myself to believe that it's done.
         I miss you. So much.

<3Jodi