im the problem.
I push people away. Im overwhelming and a burden.
I realize that talking about my problems just stresses and hurts other people, and im sorry.
I cant help it, but this is who i am.
Im sorry im bipolar and angry all the time.
Im sorry im jealous and have a temper.
im sorry you cant understand my point of view, that im that confusing.
Im sorry im a "piece of work".
I dont mean to be.
This is why i dont date.
This is why i dont have friends.
I dont try and make things bad.
If i said what i was feeling or how ive been to anybody, id be hospitalized again.
But a majority of all the people i know, think im okay.
So ill keep it that way.
I dont want to need other people.
Nobody needs me regardless.
Im just done.