i really think 2013 is gonna be my year.
i havent cried myself to sleep lately because of shawn .
i havent been keeping everything i have been feeling locked up inside me. i have a new way of looking at my life. Im not afraid to talk about what shawn did to me with people because its now a story of my life.
&& also theres this guy. well he's my cousins friend . Ive talked to him before but its been a while sense we have talked & the other day 1-8-13 we talked again . i told him everything . hes actually been the first guy ive ever talked to lately that has even told me that i was pretty , gorgeous & has actually meant it .. i think that soon enough we might be together .im ready for this because its been forever sense ive been in a real relationship . i think everything might work out between us as well. Hes funny & very sweet. but theres one little thing , he smokes weed . its not something im a fan of but he came out & told me"Ya I just had to say that but don't think ill put weed befour u I'm not that kind of guy I smoke weed to have a good time but I take relashonships seriously " i really am giving everything into this because i believe that this is a sign from my grandpas that ill be okay from everything that i have been through with everything shawn put me through . & that this is my year .
this just goes to show if you have to wait for something good to happen you will. i have been single sense 6th grade im a freshman now so ive waited for a long time as well . you just have to believe in faith & everything will work out for the best for you.