I don't know anything anymore. I don't know who I am and that's not good because that's how I hit rock bottom in the first place. I want my best friend back. I want someone I can talk to. I want to be able to trust. I want to open up again but no one will even begin to pry... I just want to be the really strong person everyone thinks I am, but I'm not. I only give such great advice because I've gone through so much crap it's unbelievable. Yeah, I can help you fix your problems but I have no idea how to fix my own. I just need someone to help. And yes, this probably is my cry for help. Just ignore it, everyone else always has.... I can't keep losing people.....