I just need to let this
out.
My dad is Christian, and my mother is Jewish. I know everyone
says "You are what your mother is" & I'm
not here to argue. But when I was going through such a
difficult time, Jesus found me. He helped me, and He saved
me. I personally don't believe you have to be what your
mother is, since my dad is Christian, I know I am too. (So
please don't comment anything hateful about that)
I've changed (for the better) because of Him. And I'm
truly happy and blessed now. It's just so hard because my
mothers family is very stubborn and makes fun of me and is
rude to me about my love for Him. My grandma even said that I
couldn't convert unless she was dead first. They
don't understand how bad it hurts. They don't
understand that I'm happy because of Him. and without
Him, I would be lost. My own friends make fun of me for it.
And my family is celebrating Chanukah tonight. But they
don't go to temple or say prayers or anything but they
like to call themselves religious. Anyway the point is its
just hard and i know I have to wait 3 years to convert.
I'll always pray and thank Him for everything He does
even before I'm legally aloud to convert because He's
my everything. I'm sorry, I just needed to
vent.
