"I hate him, I want to kick him in the balls, I want him back, I want to hug him, I want to hold him tight. I want my revenge - not some cute revenge, just something that will let him know how much he hurt me. I want to kiss him, I want him to love me, I want to talk to him, I want to hear his voice, I want to show him my tumblr so he can see how much I'm hurting. I want to go out with his brother just to hurt his feelings, I want to rip out his heart and jump on it, just like he did to mine. I want to steal his phone and ruin everything with his new girl, I want him to stop hurting me. I want to go back to the day that we first dated and make sure that this relationship never ended in the first place. I want to meet him, but I don't want to meet him. I want him back, but I'm afraid that he'll hurt me again. I want to give up, but to be honest;
I'm really just always hoping that everything will be okay in the end."