My Life Story. Not worth your time to
read, this is mostly for me.
I
thought I was an open book.
Before this year, I didn't have a single thing that I
hadn't told at least one person.
Now I'm struggling with my self image and worth.
I know in my head I'm pretty. But I don't really believe
it.
Last night, an old friend made me feel worthless.
He almost sent my a picture of his dick
He called me sexy and hot and asked for pics of me.
I didn't do it.
He made me feel like trash. Like something he could dangle
around.
He felt he could get anything from me. That's not who I am.
I am not a prize to be
won.
I've got my struggles, my flaws. I listen to people because I
understand them.
I know what it''s like to be anorexic, to cut, to feel like
you're not loved.
I am 16 and I haven't dated anyone I liked since I was
14.
Never been in love.
I thought I was, this summer, but everyone knew. He didn't like
me back and EVERYONE made fun of me.
I was the laughing stock of my youth group.
Now I like my friend. He acts like me likes me, but I don't
think he does.
Who would? I'm the "cool girl" the one who
"hangs with the guys"
Nobody is interested in me THAT way.
I play video games, I eat like a pig, I participate in the
sports.
But he makes me laugh, and I've fallen a bit too hard.
Matthew Bennett Wright, if only you knew.
livLAFluv4 · 1 decade ago
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i love you, ok?<3 i wish i was still there</3