Guys, I screwed up. So bad. I fell in love, lied and said I fell out of love, got jealous, broke them up, and then everything was perfect. We made up, I apologized, I finally had the best person ever back in my life. But then last night, we were playfully agruing and I tried to make him jealous. What girl in their right mind tries to make a guy jealous? I don't know what I was doing. I really don't. I need psychological help. Or therapy. Anything to help ease this pain. But back to my comment, I told him something I did when he messed up, if we were dating, I cheated on him. I'm an awful person and I'm aware, so please don't lecture me on that. I don't deserve to be loved by him. I don't deserve to be trusted by him. We stopped talking for six months because of my first lie, and he never did anything in that time. Sure he got a girlfriend, but I acted like everything was over between us. And he told me I shouldn't have told him, about my mistake. I had to tell him, do you know what kind of guilt that gives you? How awful you feel each day when he tells you you're the most amazing person ever? Well if you don't, let me help you out, it sucks. You feel like you're suffocating. You feel miserable. You feel like the most awful person in the world. And now, he's giving me another chance. Why is he so nice? The only thing he wants me to do, is prove that I can be trusted and that I love him. And the only way I can think of is asking him out. But I'm not allowed to date. And I don't want to go behind my parents' backs. That isn't fair to either of us, and it would be like lying. How can I get my parents to change their minds? My dad just wants me to be happy, so he's easy to convinve. But my mom, she's the one that I really can't convince. But I know I need to stand up for him, for us. It's just so hard. Someone please help me. I'm lost, but I can't lose him. It will break me again. If you read this far, you are honestly the best person ever. And if you help me, you're my new best friend. So please, I'm begging you, please help.

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Guys, I screwed up. So bad. I fell in love, lied and said I fell

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WhenWordsFail · 1 decade ago
People screw up all the time, if you don't screw up that's when you should worry! send me an email at beautystartswithyouu@hotmail.co.uk if you want to talk to someone xo
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qwerty40 · 1 decade ago
People make mistakes, that's life. Don't think you're an awful person, you made a mistake, learn from it. As for your mom, tell her that you want her permission. Say that you're doing this out of respect for her because if she doesn't allow you to date him then you'll go behind her back. Say that you don't want to have to lie to her about this because it is important to you. You need her to know how you feel about him. Tell her how he makes you happy and that you feel like you're old enough to make your own decisions. You need to be able to experience this on your own. Say that you need to make your own mistakes and that if things don't work out with him that you need that heartbreak. Everyone goes through at least one in their life and it's better that it is sooner than later. I think that once you explain to her how you feel, that you're old enough to do things on your own, and that you love her and want her to be a part of this experience and want her there with you through the heartbreaks, first love, fights, and the great things that come with being in love, she'll see from your point of view and let you date him. I hope this helped. good luck xx
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quotaholic · 1 decade ago
thank you so much<3 that actually sounds like something that would work with her
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qwerty40 · 1 decade ago
anytime, love <3 i really hope everything works out for you
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Rachaelovesyou · 1 decade ago
Everyone makes mistakes darling. It's okay, as long as you are truly sorry and tell the truth. If he means that much to you, tell your parents. Love ALWAYS finds a way. If its meant to be then love will find a way. Stay strong. I don't know you but i will pray everything works out. If you need anyone im here. I love you<3
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quotaholic · 1 decade ago
thank you so much<3
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Rachaelovesyou · 1 decade ago
No problem love<3
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